Saturday, July 30, 2005
birthday wish!!
Saturday, July 30, 2005
My birthday is coming in a few week's time! Usually, my birthday would pass unnoticed. Last year, my parents forgot my birthday and I cried to sleep. Pretty sad yeah.
Well, it's not everyday I turn 16, I do hope this year would be different.
And I hope that I don't have to cry to sleep again.
tata.
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
winnie!!
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Honey Honey you can rub my Tummy..
I'm happy today!
because.....
I've got a bag of Famous Amos Double Chocolate Chips Cookie!!
I bought a pair of PINK wedges from Vivvi on Sunday!
Ken said something nice to me today!
My hair is growing longer!
There's laksa tomorrow!!
There is always something to be happy about. it's high time we get ourselves out of our smelly miserable shithole and start being happy!!
There is this stupid thing going around that Caryn and I am lesbians.
HELLO..!! I AM NOT A LESBIAN!!!
I am a good natured girl with proper upbringing who loves to play with barbie dolls, chocolates, cute boys, lollipops, powerpuff girls, hi5, desperate housewives, jon johnsson, her world, cleo, BOYS, BOYS, people with XX chromosomes...
I am perfectly straight okay!! I don't fantasise of kissing girls, doing obscene stuff with girls. hell no. I will never do that.
So STOP calling me lesbian.
I am seriously getting fat. I need to get back on my 300 crunches a day routine. Alane!! wait till you see my tummy.
hah, people usually slim down a hell lot when they are dumped or lovesick or whatever you call it. for me, i put on weight, because I pile on my chocolates. Silly me. Not worth it, not worth it.....
I am trying not to bore you guys out with my lamentations of how stressful o level preperations are. Sure, it's definately tiring and boring and you just want to yell and get it off your chest. What I like to do when my eyes are tired, my brain is fried, I like to look out into the cemetry. It is so peaceful and quiet there, I think, I really don't mind dying early.
No lah!!
I still want to have 4 kids, a vintage mini cooper, a cat, a dog, a culinary diploma, a successful career, a great house, a supporting family and a wonderful life!!
Haha, I love you!
Friday, July 22, 2005
hello!!!
Friday, July 22, 2005
Hello to Anon. I don't really hate Mrs Kam. Well, I do respect her for her devotion in helping students and teaching. It's not easy being a teacher of course. You have your views and I have mine. Thank You. =)
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Got my Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince!! Had my eyes glued onto it these few days. The plot is getting interesting.
I am halfway through the book, hope to be able to complete it this weekend.
I'm getting fat. Argh. Must be those sinful chocolates I have been snacking on. Those Amos babies are still in my drawer. God! I must go to the gym soon, or those fatty arms are going to hang like your laundry.
Went out for lunch at the Prata shop this afternoon. Had our usual 'Buffet'. Haha, there was this really funny man serving us. He was like 'Yo, babe! wassup!'
I laughed, or course.
And I replied 'Yo, I want sum Prata dude!'
We went on doing that for the rest of my meal there. Haha..
ah, mummy's calling. ciao.
Monday, July 18, 2005
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Monday, July 18, 2005
I'm hopping MAD!!!
My Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince is not here yet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have been anticipating for the arrival of the book, i even went to town to buy a bag of Famous Amos Double Chocolate Chips Cookie to snack on while reading it!
Today, when I went to school, I saw Edwin reading it. I asked him if i could just HOLD it for a while. OMG.
That Magical feeling..
It is like being kissed by a star. Or better, HARRY POTTER!!!!!!!!!!!
They said Dumbledore died!
He is like the Hottest Ah Pek around! How can he just drop dead like that????
I am proud to be a Harry Potter FAN!
I have done LOADS of quizzes on the series and have done pretty well on them!
I love Harry.
I love Harry.
I love Harry.
I love Harry.
I love Harry.
I love Harry.
I love Harry.
I love Harry.
I love Harry.
I love Harry.
I love Harry.
I love Harry.
I love Harry.
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I love Harry.
I love Harry.
Ah.. I am going nuts..
Friday, July 15, 2005
fuming
Friday, July 15, 2005
don't make yourself sound so highly up there.
don't assume things cuz you have no idea what i am going through.
don't try to make me hate you.
don't spoil that image I have of you.
don't keep hurting me.
don't please.
wanted to blog yesterday, but was too tired.
went to the stadium in the morning and got ready for the 4x400m race.
Li Yi was the first runner, followed by me, Li Ying and Charmaine. I was quite happy with my 400m timing. ran another personal best time. 75.5 secs. slept for half an hour and went to warm up for my 800m race.
went to run. when i finished the race, i was very very disappointed. even though i did a personal best time, 3.04min. it was 9 secs off my aim, 2.55min. the latic acid in my leg was killing me. went back there feeling really crappy. i almost cried, but my pride stopped me from bursting into tears.
after a while, i felt better.
this afternoon, mrs kam came into the class and gave us another wake up call.
on some points, i do agree with her for the bad points in our class. sometimes, i do feel anger at the class, i do feel injustice for the teachers. but the way mrs kam belittled us, the way she threw every insults at our class, started the fire in me. i don't want to hate her, i don not hate her, i just feel she should not scold us like that. it's quite discouraging i feel. she raked up every single itsy bitsy detail of how we behaved, even last year's biology exam cheating case. those of you who knew about it, i think you people can see how much J has changed, into a better person i feel. i think she should give people a chance, instead of repetatively raking up the past. just give him a break.
listening compre was quite alright. only 1 mistake i think..
i don't want to hate you. you've hurt me enough, stop doing it again. stop it sam, stop it.
Monday, July 11, 2005
rendezvous
Monday, July 11, 2005
went out with mummy and the two little imps yesterday. as usual, we went to town, our favourite haunt, shaw tower..jpg)
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me, in my new roxy tee..jpg)
i like this dress, but it looks quite old on me. makes me look like some 20 plus adult. 89 bucks..jpg)
later met my daddy and we went to Hotel Rendezvous for dinner. love the curry there.2.JPG)
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cute yea?
Friday, July 08, 2005
I'M A JAY CHOU FAN!!
Friday, July 08, 2005
he's THE man
woobly
4x100m race today
left school today with the team. when we reached the stadium, it was the break. at about 2 plus, the twins, pat, charmaine and i went to do our warm up. the c boys and b girls made it to the semi finals! so happy for them!! saw clare and melanie, they were both competing for the 4x100m realy A girls race.
I'm going down to the stadium tomorrow morning to fight for a place in the 4x400m relay. i hope i can make it..
my knees and ankles hurts. pushed too much these few days, ran almost everyday this whole week. have to ice them.
i feel so insignificant. since that day i lost B, i felt i lost one of my best friends. we haven't really talked for a month already. it's almost the 12th already.
i am actually, quite disappointed.
Monday, July 04, 2005
only 100m left
Monday, July 04, 2005
had training this morning. our official 'last' training. nothing much today. caught initial d again. i was so pathetic. sitting at the back row alone.
my second time watching a movie alone. =
downloaded naruto. lol, crappy funny show.
national's just round the corner. only next week, i don't know if i can do it. really want to make it into the finals. especially this is my last year, i want to do something to contribute and to prove to myself and others that i can.
bah, i'm bored.
Friday, July 01, 2005
omg i'm so pathetic
Friday, July 01, 2005
school today was normal. caryn was mad with conan. but after much thoughts, i think it's all of our fault. lol.
we called him gay way too many times, called him stupid way too many times... let's see what else.. uncountable.
and i guess being the childish moron he is, he called us stupid bitches and caryn just couldn't take it. conan just don't want to face the fact that he, maybe acting gay all the time, doesn't like to be called a gay. but why the hell is he always acting like a faggot?
would you not call a guy gay if he carass another guy in a seductive manner?
would you not call a guy gay if he has so much femineity?
would you not call a guy gay if he's such a gay magnet?
i don't really care if he calles me a stupid bitch. i know that i'm not exactly stupid, maybe i'm bitchy from time to time, but i'm not a TOTAL bitch you see conan.
whatever it is, i'll just try to stop calling conan stupid/gay/fag/homosexual. blablabla
got my result slip today. lol, i love the remark mr chow gave me.
A very focused and pleasant student, Wan Wen is very dillifent and helpful too. She has the basic formula to succeed in life and she is the role model for others to follow. I am very pleased to have her in my class.
wow. didn't really expect that from mr chow. i first knew him when i was in sec 2. presenting my group's project work to him. the year after that, when he took over mrs kam as my chinese teacher, he told me he had a very good impression of me. i'm like a very focused student and very presentable girl. i was in my lunatic mode in sec 3 so he was quite bewildered by my crazy and thicked skinned behavior when i told him not to miss me everytime i say goodbye to him. i must say, he is a very nice teacher, one of my favourite in the school.
i asked him what's the basic formula to succeed in life. he told me that he finds me as someone who's driven to work and someone who is keen on learning.
i find that the best compliment any teacher had ever gave me and i appreciate it a lot.
went to lot 1 with ryn. chris gave her 100 bucks to spend and we spent it in less than half and hour. Lol, that's what i call super shopper. she bought me a revelon lipgloss. so nice of her and chris. left for training later.
training was not bad. i'm glad that i pushed my PB to a new time(78sec). woa, if this goes one, i really hope i can push to a 75 soon. must continue to train hard. national is just round the corner and there's only one more training left before the nationals starts. i have to push myself mentally. i find that it's my confidence which is always failing me. i have to stop worrying so much and chill.
it kinda sucks to see him everyday at school and still not talking to each other.
would you still call yourself my friend if you are behaving like that? i don't know why we are having this distance between each other. i don't know how much longer i can take it. it's seriously killing me.
i miss those times. i'm having this major chocolate craving. i want the black cookies from famous amos, i want malteasers, i want double chocolate chip cookies from subway and i want chocolate fondue from shangri-la. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!
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